Wednesday, 14 December 2005

Question of the month (December 2005)

What is love? Is it something you have or something you do? Why is it important? Are there different kinds of it? Can it change? Is it eternal? Can you do without it? How do our different discourses about love affect the way we live our lives?

Anna D: Whoa Leith, talk about the big ones! I guess we're all sitting waiting for someone else to go first (I know I was!) so here is something to get things moving - I'll try to come back later with something more but for now this will have to do... 'Love is a many splendid thing' as the quote goes and has about as many different definitions as the Eskimos have for snow if not more, yet we somehow seem to expect people to know what we mean by using just the one - which can often seem inadequate, misleading, downright confusing and sometimes scary! I love sunsets and stars, my cat, my family, my friends, hot chocolate on a winters evening, sitting contemplatively on a hillside, splodging along a beach, playing in the snow... yet none of these are the same kinds of love, nor do they cover the kind of bursting at the seams experiences of love that come from moments of shared togetherness be they emotional, physical or spiritual. They don't cover the sense of divine love (for lack of a better discription) that links us all at a fundamental (elemental?) level. Love is. It is something we have within us, that we feel, do , give and share and probably many other verbs. To narrow it down to a smaller definition is like narrowing god down to a Charlton Heston lookalike sitting someplace on a cloud - it is so much more! Apart from now having the Howard Jones song stuck in my head all kinds of thoughts on love are now whizzing around being incoherent so I'll leave this now and hope that someone else can pick up the ball and run with it! (12/17/05)

Leith: Here’s what I think about love . . .

Love is what I feel when I look for the beauty in the world around me, the goodness in another person. Sometimes their inner light shines so brightly I can’t help but see it, but often my own concerns blind me to their beauty, and I have to choose to look before I can notice and feel. It helps when I remember that every person is perfect in all the ways that are important; every person is precious regardless of what they do or say or think or look like. Every person has inherent value. Every person is mine to treasure. Sometimes it helps to live in the moment, instead of in my head.

There is never a shortage of love, because love is a property of me, not of the world. I can always make more love . . . it’s as easy as making a wish. Love is unconditional, and kind. It says more about the g (01/15/06)

Leith: okay, that's weird, it cut my comment in half. Here's the rest :0)

. . .iver than the receiver. Love is doing the right thing, even if somebody already told you to and made you want to do the opposite! Love is respecting other people’s truth. I find that hard to do all the time. Sometimes it helps to ‘consider the creative possibility that arise when there are differences of opinion’.

Love is both the most and the least selfish thing I know of. When I am filled with love for another person I can’t help but put them first. Altruism becomes inevitable. The paradox of this is that loving fills me with joy and wonder. When I love I become bigger somehow. I smile without knowing why. I am at peace with myself, and content that ‘all is right with the world’. Love is something I do, and doing it makes me see the world in a different way. (01/15/06)

Charlotte : I like that definition Leith....love is something you do. |a friend said to me once that love is a verb. To me this means that love is not a concept or an idea, it only gains reality by being put into action. I am reminded of that famous bible passage from Corinthians:Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud...Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. What this says to me if that love is the bottom line, the fundamental, the thread that links up all that is good in the world. Its something to aspire to and reach for. I may have said i love you before but the love i was feeling wasn't the love described here. It wasn't patient, kind, selfless. So was it love at all? Could what we so often think of as love really be needilness, familiarity, a desire to be important to someone? The more I think about it, love that is, the more the answer keeps slipping away. (01/25/06)

Anna D: You ask can love change? I've been thinking about this a lot recently and whilst I think the answer is yes I think what happens more often is our interpretation of that love, our perception of it changes. As something people crave in it's different forms it is all too easy to see love for something/one for what you want it to be rather than for what it is. What it is may be just as precious and beautiful as what you'd rather it was but to don those rose tinted spectacles and see only what you want to see is all too easily done - I know I'm guilty of it! When it feels like our love has changed all too often it is more likely to be that we have woken up to what has really been there all along rather than what we wanted there to be - this can be either a disappointment or a great joy! But equally our understanding of someone elses love (in all its forms) for us can change. As someone who has a whole heap of insecurities I need to hear words to validate my interpretation of someones actions - to really know that I'm not getting it all wrong. It is easy for me to get caught up in this need and not see/trust the evidence before my eyes for what it is and as some people just don't use words to express such things I cause myself a lot of needless uncertainty. I guess this can be where the love is patient can come in - some of us take longer to work these things out than others... (02/01/06)

Leith: That's a really interesting comment Anna :0)

In the middle you say "When it feels like our love has changed all too often it is more likely to be that we have woken up to what has really been there all along rather than what we wanted there to be". It seems to me that you're saying the love itself hasn't actually changed . . . it was always like that, but now you see the 'truth' about the love, rather than having a faulty perception of it. Is that right? I'm not sure if I'm getting you properly . . .

If that is kinda what you mean . . . I'm not sure that that's quite how I see the world (. . . this is me trying to respectfully and lovingly disagree =) ) . . . I'm with you on it being the perception that changes, rather than the love itself, but I think our understanding of the love IS 'reality' - or as close to it as it's possible to get. So I don't think the new perception/understanding is any true-er than the old one. The example I'm thinking of is an romantic couple:

they go along thinking 'we're in love, we're in love, 'we're in love' . . . and then one day one of them thinks 'no we're not'. It's pretty easy to follow that thought with 'we were never REALLY in love . . . we just thought we were' or 'there was something wrong with our love that made it imperfect and doomed to failure'. I don't think that means the original love wasn't true, I think it's just a consequence of human beings liking things to make sense and be consistent. When they break up it becomes necessary to somehow explain how something like love could just stop. An easy way of doing that is to claim it was never really there in the first place.

I guess I think that our understandings of the world are pretty powerful, and pretty revisionist (that is, we don't remember what actually happened, we remember what 'must have' happened in light of our current understandings . . . there is actually heaps of experimental psychological evidence for memory being reconstructive like this). And I find the idea of 'cognitive dissonance' useful . . . the concept that if there is some discrepancy between our beliefs and our actions, one or the other will change so they're more consistant. So, for example, if you make somebody act really mean towards another person, they start to think that person is not as nice. Once again, there are heaps of (slightly scary) psych studies showing exactly that.

I also think that in a situation involving love, it's kind of a pity for people to limit themselves in this way. If we come to understand our love in a different way, and we assume it must have always been like that, we can lose the really cool things about our original love. I don't mean that love couldn't or shouldn't change . . . just that I'd rather have the best possible love with each person in my life, because why settle for less! (02/01/06)

Julian: All your wonderful comments have led me to thinking about some distinctions. There's love as a verb, William Penn's "Let us then try what Love will do". This is active, it eminates from us. To me it seems wholly good. It is a conscious choice to give unconditionally. Then there is love as attachment. To 'fall in love' seems like something that is being done to us, almost an accident, outside our control. To love someone so much it would cause you terrible pain if they were hurt feels similar. Is this love as a need? Or is it love as a bond? We talk about 'bonding' with people as a good thing, but bonds can be constraining too. I find this very challenging, I can see the negative aspects of this kind of love, this attachment. I don't however want to be without it. I like being attached to my friends, my family. Zen teaches us to let go of attachment, but I don't particularly want to. It seems like it's worth the risk. Maybe it is the same as 'love as a verb'. There's always a risk of being hurt, but we choose to do it because we have faith that good will come of it. (02/04/06)

Anna D: pssst, Leith! We're still on December, it's nearly March... see you at YF camp! A xx (02/22/06)

Monday, 21 November 2005

Question of the month (November) . . .

What does the word 'atheist' mean to you? Why would you call yourself an atheist or refrain from calling yourself an atheist?

Leith: Okay . . . just to start the ball rolling. I am happy to call myself an atheist. I always suspected that would appall or offend some Friends, so before I attended the Gathering I only really discussed it freely with YFs. Two things at the Gathering have changed that. Firstly, the variety of beliefs at the Gathering made the idea that mine were not 'Quakerly' totally absurd. Secondly, every single person I met there accepted me and my atheism. The open sharing of our (often) differing beliefs was beautiful and supportive. I had been worried that my beliefs might hurt somebody. Now I think that I can speak my own truth while simultaneously opening a space for others to do the same.

Like Ralph (see the post below), my use of the word 'atheism' simply indicates that I don't believe in any kind of deity. It doesn't mean that I would refute God's existance given sufficient proof. I try to avoid setting my views in stone. But, on the basis of the evidence available to me (and keeping in mind the sources of evidence, and what I know of psychology and philosophy), I find the concept of a supernatural being quite impossible. Some people might see this as agnosticism. I find that the word atheist 'fits' me better because I 'know' (as far as that is possible) that there is no God.

I found it interesting that the people I spoke to at the Gathering had quite different understandings of 'atheism', and it struck me that we are not really communicating at all when we hide behind religious jargon. I thought that some written discussion about these kinds of things might be fascinating.

I will be particularly pleased if people share their wisdom and ask questions about other's understandings, so that this grows into a true discussion. A good question can last a lifetime! (11/21/05)

(Anon): its interesting that many people that i have talked to who believe in God believe there is decisive 'proof'. Evidence can always be interpreted in many different ways, which makes the word 'proof' itself interesting too... (11/22/05)

Joe Bloggs: I'm not particularly happy in labelling myself an atheist as I feel it doesn't exactly represent my beliefs. To me, to be an atheist means to deny the possibility of god. I am uncomfortable in setting myself against the possibility of god as I find it hard to see that there is any strong evidence one way or another. Basically i'm not comfortable denying the existance of god (or any of the various equivalents) and equally uncomfortable believing in the existance of god. I'd like to propose a new catagory of "hedgingmybetsists" (11/23/05)

Joe Bloggs: I'm not particularly happy in labelling myself an atheist as I feel it doesn't exactly represent my beliefs. To me, to be an atheist means to deny the possibility of god. I am uncomfortable in setting myself against the possibility of god as I find it hard to see that there is any strong evidence one way or another. Basically i'm not comfortable denying the existance of god (or any of the various equivalents) and equally uncomfortable believing in the existance of god. I'd like to propose a new catagory of "hedgingmybetsists" (11/23/05)

Joe Bloggs: Dirty "Add Comment" button lloking like it's done nothing and tricking me into posting twice (11/23/05)

Anna D: I don't see god as a supreme being, a dieity (probably just as well as I don't think I can spell it either!) of someone 'out there', in fact the 'g word' is one I have struggled with for years but still I couldn't quite feel comfortable calling myself an atheist, more an agnostic I guess, altho' there seem to be as many definitions of that too - what I meant by it was believing that there was something but not knowing what. However these days (since the Triennial my personal theology has had a rapid shake up) I've got to the point where I do use god reasonably comfortably (but usually without the capitalisation) to define the sense of a connecting force/presence/divine essense present in all living things and around us. I've never been any good at debate on any subject as I don't think quick enough and never have good answers up my sleeve to difficult questions like 'prove it' 'cos I usually can't! But somehow that doesn't seem to matter, there is enough evidence for me in my experience of the interconnectedness of all things, in the beauty of a gathered Meeting, of ministry speaking to my condition when I've needed it (even if I haven't liked the answer!) to know enough that there is 'something' there. I guess it doesn't have to be called 'god' and if I could come up with a better name without sounding like a Star Wars fanatic I'd probably use it. I found Colin Saxton's concept quite helpful (which I missed but Jonathan has referred to in his reporting back) about god not being like us and to try to package god into a human form (or any other) is to limit god - I can't relate to the god the father kind of god at all, god the mother/mother nature etc makes far more sense to me but even so it doesn't quite 'fit', there being simply a 'good' force doesn't work as you can't have light without dark and following that line of thought gets me into all kinds of things I haven't worked through yet. So for now (no doubt it'll change over time) I have this concept of there being something that I can't quite define, but for now I'll call god, which is an integral part of all things. Connecting with it is like tuning into a wavelength and being in harmony with that part that is within you and within others/that which is around you, so I guess when a gathered Meeting for Worship happens for me it is when we are all in tune with each other and that within us. Does this make even the remotest bit of sense to anyone other than me?! I feel like I've been working this one out as I type... (11/27/05)

thom o: hey guys, what a beautiful blog you have, well done leith, and thanks for the link anna. personally i found it counter-productive to analyse my opinions on god in the wake of the wgyf. i didn´t want to humanise it, or pigeon-hole it, or create a coherent conception of it - but inevitably through thinking about it i did, and soon god had again become a stereotype of others´ belief - a protagonist in a script, rather than an elusive beautiful mystery. so after briefly driving myself nuts looking for a reason to it all, i decided instead not to try and make life too coherent, but just accept my limited human understanding and enjoy this love and life - unsurprisingly i feel a lot more connected with the universal for doing so. as for religious jargon, whats the big deal? i jive talk and i aint no gangsta. i speak spanish and i aint no spaniard. words are just the bottle to carry the wine of ideas inside, so stop reading the label and have a drink. enjoy your summer and country you lucky lucky people. abrazos from españa. thomas. (12/02/05)

ria: but thats the thing isnt it? words are just words, tools for portraying ideas... but its interesting considering how different people use them, what they mean to different people.. ive discovered that even people i grew up with, and who think and believe things very similar to me can have very different interpretations of certain words.. it makes u wonder just how useful they are? are they hearing what u think you are saying? can u trully be portraying the idea u intend if the other person thinks the words have different meanings or significance? maybe so.. perhaps to use a tool effectively though, one must first have some understanding of it... (12/04/05)

Ralph's thoughts . . .

The World Gathering has sparked a few interesting discussions amongst my family. The following are some of Dad's thoughts . . .

It sort of seems simple to me (a dangerous sign maybe). Early quakers existed in a time and framework in which belief in God and general christianity were an integral part of their existence, so they spoke and thought in these terms. To me as an atheist quaker these parts are more or less irrelevant. What's important to me are the other things they found and sought and said and did. The ideas and actions behind the "god words". I long ago became quite comfortable hearing ministry in meeting in language that could grate but is best to just let flow by and wait to see if it still speaks to me - it often does. There are many aspects of Quakerism I think are very very important ideas. One can express them in god words or other words - doesn't really matter. The only danger in the god words are that people can end up thinking that's the important bit - I think they are wrong and I am quite happy to say so and discuss it. For me this is just the same as George Fox saying

- the church building and the minister are not the important bits,

- no creed,

- seeking after truth rather than thinking you know it all,

- consensus as a way of making important decisions,

- that of god in every man,

- people are basically good,

- silence (it's so much more inclusive than speach or songs),

- ministry coming out of a silence and being spoken into a silence . . .

Oh dear this is getting longer. . .

I'm an atheist. For me that means "I dont beleive in god" simple. It doesnt mean I couldn't conceive of there being one - I just dont believe there is. It's not something I have a choice about - I don't beleive in fairies or martians - new evidence could easily change my mind. That is in no way a problem. New evidence on martians seems unlikely but entirely possible but on fairies even more unlikely...

I like your idea of let's see what love can do but I also find it useful and interesting to discuss what values and ideas we do have in common and where we disagree. In disucssing why we beleive action A or B is right or wrong we may progress. I think it is important not to just dismiss people as bad. Understanding the reasons behind actions always gives you a better chance of changing the actions or of having your views and actions changed. Either could well be a step forward.

Dr Ralph Pugmire

(Anon): its interesting isnt it- i cant make up my mind about that sort of thing... on the one hand, a belief in searching for truth, rather than thinking you'v found it (perhaps combined with the idea that you can never know anything for sure as it has to come through your senses which can easily be tricked etc.) can lead on to the idea that it is wrong to inflict your opinion on others, as they have as much 'right' to their beliefs as you do to yours. Yet it provokes the question: what if their beliefs conflict with yours directly? where does the ballance lie? and especially if you believe in heaven and/or hell how can you not try to "save" them? i think both "let us then try what love will do" and your ideas on the importance of discussion help to resolve this. "love" and openness to discussion, while keeping the above ideas in mind, allow you to continue your search for truth and allow others to do so as well by considering in what ways your ideas fit or dont fit with them. (11/22/05)

(Anon): i always find that interesting as well, that sometimes in discussion with Christians they take my admission that i could be wrong in a way almost as proof that i am wrong, while they 'know' they are right. They dont have all the answers either but they have 'faith'. But that is perhaps one of my deepest beliefs, that to think you 'know' can be dangerous and/or foolhardy, and one of my biggest problems with 'Christianity' as i see it. You are constantly coming across new evidence which must be taken into account, and you must be open to considering it and coming up with your reasoned conclusions. This cant really be done with a creed. There's nothing wrong with beliefs being fluid or flexible- i think its even a good thing, -yet its easy to get caught up in defending your beliefs just for the sake of it. Atheism for me i think allows this fluidity and helps to stop me getting bogged down with a certain idea. (11/22/05)

ria: (sorry, those were me.. i guess if im going to attempt to speak my truth i should own up to it - there are u happy leithy?) (: (12/04/05)

Monday, 14 November 2005

Llyn's 2nd email . . .

Dear Leith,

By all means blog me -- or any bits you consider worth it. Very chuffing to be so spread around. Last time I tried Google had no hits for 'Theology, Logic' or 'logic, God' except someone denying there was any connection and a nutter with a world shattering diagram based on Cheop's pyramid.

 I have decide to try to produce some sort of 'spin-off' from the thesis after I cease being YM Clerk (August) but Judith also has plans for me to spend the rest of my life gardening -- that has philosopical connections since Voltaire says that the only thing realy worth doing is cultivating the garden. However, I do have a summary chapter/paper spun off for a Religious Studies conference. You might like to see that. If so, paper or e-mail?

I woke up this morning realising that Quaker homosexuals are the Qs who most clearly would acknowledge Friends as their 'support group.' But an organisation dedicated to assisting people in their own idiosyncratic beliefs is a pretty queer fish: most people want some organisation that gives them some secure beliefs, partly because developing beliefs (the logical consequences that flow from tenets) is such an intellectual game and not for the faint hearted. And it cannot be a simple support group for everyone because supporting people who believe in torture and those who do not would split the group in sunder pretty quickly -- if for no other reason than being a support group is of less moral worth than being against torture.

[Thought: Fundamentalist Qs and non-theist Qs can stay Quakers because they agree on the BIG moral issues such as not killing people???]

Must stop - the painters are about to drive me from this room of a the rest of today while they start of painting its walls.

Again my thanks. We'll keep talk, I hope.

Walk Cheerfully,

Llyn   

Leith: The sentence in the middle of this email has had me thinking a lot lately. An organisation which supports people in finding their own beliefs is a bit unusual, particularly when there are religious connections . . . but why?

Is there really anything wrong with Quakers (or some other hypothetical organisation, if that is less scary!) being committed to people rather than principles? Couldn't Quakerism be about supporting people in their attempts to live moral lives even though we don't agree on the exact morals involved? Couldn't we VALUE critique and diversity for their own sakes?

And on a related topic . . . what does it mean if we don't have a doctrine? Some Friends/Quakers/people may see nothing wrong with having a doctrine, but I grew up being told that Quakers don't have a (uniform!) set of beliefs, or book of rules (they're more like guidelines!) because we don't claim to know the Truth. However, as soon as you get down to some serious talking, it seems like us individual Quakers are all pretty convinced WE know what basic Quakerism is all about, although we're a little bit cagey about the whole issue of whether or not we have or need to have anything in common with other Quakers!

(I mean, we don't need to believe the same things - obviously that would go against the whole 'lack of doctrine' thing - but we all know there is that of God in everyone . . . I mean, that's what Quakers are, they're people who look for the good in others . . . . . . . . . don't they???)

P.S. What exactly is 'Truth'? I've spent some time studying this for my PhD, and the concept seems to get more and more complicated, and less and less plausible, in direct proportion to the amount of thought about it! (11/14/05)

mez: this will be a quick one. Just on the point of fundamentalist Q's and non-theist Q's both staying quakers cos the agree on the big issues... well... i dunno. i reckon there's probably plenty of room for pretty varying beliefs, even on the big stuff. sometimes its a struggle if such differences exist within meetings/yearly meetings... but it seems to work ok with people on opposite sides of the world. I don't know that quakers on different parts of the world are much more similar than two other random people on other sides of the world... we came across this question at wgyf, what do we have in common. In our group, we never came up with a conclusive answer. It proved rather hard to find similarities. (and yet this wasn't a problem, peopel weren't going around saying 'oh how can you be a quaker then!!) anyway i will post again later when i have more time. (03/15/06)

Thursday, 03 November 2005

Llyn's email . . .

A couple of days ago I received the following email from Llyn Richards (Aotearoa / NZ Yearly Meeting Clerk). I asked his permission to post it here because I found it really fascinating and thought others would too!

Dear Leith,

I was delighted to get your report and inspired by its contents!

I am very glad you have sent it to the newsletter and would have recommended that if you had not thought of that already -- the Newsletter gets to a lot more Friends than the YM Clerk's Monthly Letter. However,if the Newsletter does not want it (why not, good heavens? Space perhaps) then I will put in my letter with great pleasure. I send out 180 paper copies and 120 by e-mail.

I would like to hear you some time on how you distinguish a non-theist Q from an atheist Q. I have for a while been a 'lurker' on the USA-based Non-theist Friends' e-mail discussion list. They seem to be a very mixed bunch (typically Q, eh?!) with most contributers being very keen to talk about the route they took in becoming non-theist (jargon: spiritual journey) and in the harassment they get from their meetings -- they must be rather outspoken since I have been 'eldered' only twice for my views. They are about to put out a real book but when I asked about what sort of contibutions they wanted they were all about personal 'spiritual journeys' and not about the REASONS for non-theism or the replacement 'faith', 'godless-theology', 'philosophy', or whatever, that makes them still call themselves Quakers. You touch on those matters in your report. Hooray.

Judith and I particularly liked your quoting of Penn -- Quakers are people are trying what love can do. That may just be enough to distinguish non-theist Qs from humanists.

However, my own reply to those who ask me why I am a Quaker (most are not asking about my funny beliefs, which they probably have not heard. Yet!) I usually reply, 'The Society is my support group.' (possibly now old fashioned pop-psychology jargon but I think you understand.)

I got fed up with the Presbyterians (both my father and grandfather were presby clergymen) mostly because the rank and file were unaware how they said they had certain, mostly moral, beliefs but their practice denied it, also because the highly educated clergy at that time were mostly liberal if not revolutionary in theology but they did not explain why they did not believe in virgin births, etc., to the people in the pews. So I looked around for 'church people' (an all-white Springbock tour was looming) who would peacefull protest with all their might. 70-year-old Betty Fowler made herself a batton-proof boob-protector out of rolled up newspapers sewn into a jacket and we, along with all those other good citizens, showed Muldoon what we thought of Apartheid. For other reasons as well, Qs fitted like a glove. But having a bunch of people who wanted to do what I was willing to do on my own, if necessary, was a tremendous comfort. Something like your experience of belonging, ev en among the disparate majority. 'Look how these Christians love one another."

Sorry about the spiritual journey! But it was trying to make a point. On the whole non-programmed non-birthright Friends are comfortable with making up their own minds, but they need help (who doesn't?) with their concerns.

And it was good to see you taking note of the problems of air-travel, scientific and economic. The electronic communications are going to be a great thing when planes are grounded by pandemics and terribly expensive oil and climate change. BUT did you notice at Yearly Meeting that the moment it was suggested that we should cut down on air travel by New Zealand Quakers, the excuses about how spiritually important face to face contact is for the people getting that. I have no trouble with the importance but morality (and this is reflected in the law) is mostly about weighing the consequences of actions: pushing children about is generally immoral unless it is pushing a child out of the path of a speeding car. Killing people is wrong but at the edges the morality get blurred - euthenasia and abortion. A trip half way wound the world by jet to a committee meeting that can be done by tele-conferencing by people who have mostly met before is miles different from getting 200 YFs together for a once-in-a-life-time experience. But even the latter needs some payback in working for conservation -- and this you have begun in your report.

I once wondered if (1) the recent scientific discoveries about what life was like in the year 30 and (2) the scientific disentanglement of gospel stories so that we have about 90 sayings which can be reasonably attributed to Jesus and pictures of what the early Christians (despite Paul) thought about him; I once wondered if these good solid facts could be a basis for a reprochement between evangelical Qs and those not so inclined -- the Bible-based learning what the real Jesus was like and starting to ignore the 'Son of God' Pauline interpretation; and the spiritually inclined learning what Jesus was really like and finding him much more down to earth and worth listening to than before. But it looks like a longer job that I, or the world, has time for.

Sorry to have rambled on so. I'll have a look at your blog soonish.

Now get back to that doctorate -- its a great boost to confidence when you get it done.

Walk cheerfully

Llyn P.S. My doctoral thesis was on logic and theology -- it summed up my spiritual journey to a non-theist quaker position in 400 pages!! Mind you, I made the journey 30 years ago so writing it just helped me get my ideas straight: theism is too illogical to be correct -- if there is a God he/she is not a theist. But such a conclusion is of very little moral worth and certainly no practical use to a world bent on letting itself go to wrack and ruin.

"It's being so cheerful as keeps me going."

ria: hey Leithy, here we go, iv finally been to look at this one too.. it is an interesting letter but i think ill hav to get u to explain parts of it to me- i feel like im missing half the conversation, or perhaps dont hav enough general knowledge to get some of the allusions... luv, (11/05/05)

Wednesday, 02 November 2005

Leith's WGYF report (IBM format)

And here is exactly the same document for those poor souls who have to negotiate with Microsoft Word . . .
Leith's WGYF report.doc

Leith's WGYF report (Mac format)

Here is my report as an AppleWorks6 document . . . for those enlightened people who chose to work with the best :0)
What I learnt (10th Sep 2005).cwk

Julian Carver: I have struggled for a few weeks now trying to make sense of what your report means to me. Your comments on there being no common ground when it came to beliefs, and the only resort being to try what Love would do, stopped me in my tracks. It has forced me to delve much deeper into what I mean when I say 'God' or 'that of God'. These feel like these have become placeholders, even platitudes, that have stopped me really understanding what I mean. It seems to me that beliefs, if anything, just get in the way of Love, get in the way of accepting one another. Who we are, what we do seem to be so much deeper, to hold so much more promise in connecting with each other, than any (allbeit fascinating) discussion about whether we believe the same things. To love people because they simply are, that seems better to me than looking for shared beliefs. To love them simply because they exist, rather than because we can see goodness in them, that seems more powerful. And maybe that is for me what seeking 'that of God' in people is. Not neccessarily looking for, or finding sameness, or goodness (or even difference). Perhaps for me 'that of God' is simply that they are. And I don't have to agree with them. I just have to love them. (11/05/05)

Leith: Thankyou for that Julian :0) I don't want to put anyone off voicing other opinions on this stuff, but I also know what it's like to feel you have been 'heard', and I really want to tell you how beautiful I think your comment is.

I've heard people translate 'there is that of God in everyone' into 'there is that which is good in everyone' (maybe in attempts to make it more 'true' for non-religious Friends). But, for me, the translation doesn't mean the same thing. And that's complicated, because when I hear the word 'God' in this saying, I certainly don't understand it to mean 'deity' or 'spirit' or any of the other common meanings of the word. What I think of is much closer to what you describe . . . a sense that a person (or animal, or plant . . .) is of value. There is no 'because'. (11/06/05)

Anna D: Maybe that of god is perhaps that essential 'oneness' (maybe I've read too many Richard Bach books...). That which links us all together literally through our physical atomic structure ( I'm not a scientist - hope I'm using the right words here), that which links us back to the star dust from whence all matter on earth originally came - it fits with there being that of god in all things as well as all people, that which links what 'is' with what could have been and what might be. I seem to remember reading something recently that said many scientists are agreeing that there is an unmeasurable 'force' or something if you go down to the tiniest level which makes the difference between something being alive or not and so on - wish I could remember it better. For me anyhow it was a pretty good explanation of that of god in every one - that which makes something 'real'. (11/06/05)

Leith: That's a cool comment Anna, thanks! There is something appealing about everything being made out of the same kind of stuff, if you look closely enough :0) I'm just thinking, though, about the usefulness/truthfulness of retaining the word 'God' when the concept seems to have evolved into something quite different from the usual construction of a diety . . . (11/15/05)

Monday, 31 October 2005

Jono's Haka

In the middle of the Gathering we had an International Dance Night. It was tremendous fun - a chance to watch/take part in all kinds of dancing. One of the early acts introduced himself by saying, "This dance was made famous by our national rugby team" . . .
Jonothan's Haka (Sat night).AVI

Anna D: Oh Leith, I'm sitting here with tears rolling down my face and I'm not sure if it's from laughing at Aidan or just missing everyone! Thank you!!!! (11/04/05)

Sebastian: Loved that video, i think it's the first video i've seen from wgyf, I couldn't stop laughing watching it. (02/27/06)

Quaker Queeries and a nice quote . . .

Hi everyone,

Just thought I'd share this quote with you.

At the world gathering I stumbled into the 'Quaker Queeries' meeting . . . for gay, lesbian, bisexual, and transexual Friends. I was touched and impressed at the way these amazing young friends discussed ways of making their presence felt in the wider gathering without offending/hurting any of the other participants. I was also a little shocked to hear some of the things they were having to cope with . . . one had tentatively mentioned homosexuality in her basegroup, only to be told by another Friend that it was immoral and a sin according to the bible. I also found it was a place where I finally started to see some of the diversity at the gathering (the formal presentations were overwhelmingly, and sometimes crushingly, Christocentric and evangelical). I made a bunch of lovely friends there, and joined the email list that was set up. One of the posts to that list included the following quote, which comes from the 'Freedom Friends' website.

Freedom Friends is an unaffiliated, programmed (American I think) Quaker Church that is open and affirming of all people (including and especially GLBTQ).

http://freedomfriends.org/index.htm

"Is it Possible that you might be a Quaker and not know it?"

You might be a Quaker if…

You think listening is at least as important as talking. You think justice means more than just locking up criminals. You are more interested in being like Christ than in being like most Christians. You want to read the Bible but you don't want to be beaten with it. You think the contents of a person's heart is more important than the contents of their house. You are more worried about the Hell that people live in here and now than any Hell they might occupy after death. You think war makes more problems than it solves. You suspect than nobody was ever saved by a ritual. You think mandatory creeds and dogma fit like a strait-jacket. You think the best ministers are often found sitting in the pews. You think investing great leaders with great power is dangerous. You think equality is not so much a goal to be sought, but a fact that is often ignored. You think honesty is not just the best policy, but that it ought to be the only policy. You think that church business should not look like "business as usual". You think that good relationships are more important than good arguments.

Not all of this is 100% a fit with me, but I like the general gist, and love some of the points made. Just thought it might be a good example of what I got out of the Gathering

:0)

"Let us then try what love will do"

Anna D: Freedom Friends are definitely in the States - great quote, thanks for sharing it... it'll come in handy :0) I'm really hoping you'll make it down to help us feed back, both Fran and I missed all the workshops and you're heaps better at putting it all into words than I am anyway. Hopefully Jonathan can keep that side up! I keep reading stuff here, and on teh email lists, and wishing I had the ability to express it all so succinctly and clearly, maybe I just haven't got far enough through processing it all yet. But also maybe I missed out on more than I thought I had. My main challenges were internal, in my head/heart/soul, triggered by ministry within worship or from the speaker sessions I got to, not from face to face interactions. I think I got protected from the face to face stuff a lot which is probably just as well realistically in that I had a job to do, but kinda sad now looking back. However I have to remember that that isn't why I was there and be grateful for those like you who are able to share their experiences so well. love & light Anna xxx (11/06/05)

Wednesday, 26 October 2005

Lunch on Pendle Hill

Jason sent me this photo of the YFs gathered on Pendle Hill. I didn't actually go on this trip, but I thought you might like to see it anyway because some people at the Gathering felt that it was a really special occurance. I gather that George Fox speaks, in his diaries, of the experience he had on climbing Pendle Hill (pretty much immediately before Quakerism-as-we-know-it sprang into being). He had a vision of a great people gathered together, and the trip up Pendle Hill was supposed to complete that vision.

Those of you who like fantasy books might be wondering, like me, about prophesies and where they lead . . .

Jason at Fir Bank Fell


Thursday, 20 October 2005

What I learnt at the WGYF

What I Learnt at the World Gathering of Young Friends

There are a lot of Quakers in the world! They range from evangelical to atheist to universalist, Christian to anti-Christian, programmed to unprogrammed. Some don’t like the term ‘Quakers’, some belong to churches, some are prophets or mystics or ministers. Young Friends are diverse . . . and there is no common element that binds us together. We don’t fall on a continuum, or even a series of continuums - it’s much more complicated than that!

At the Gathering, participants spoke in different languages. But even within a single language, they spoke with different words. Many people believe that underlying these different forms of expression is a common experience; an essential ‘sameness’. Ideas of this sort were voiced a number of times, especially at the start of the Gathering. This often stemmed from a desire for togetherness and unity in a group that came from different realities. I was touched by the commitment to come together,

(Anon): I was just thinking about the idea of having exchanges with other countries. While, the idea of enrichment sounds great (riches are always nice) I know that I would find it rather hard to embrace the viewpoints of an evangelical Quaker... I mean, i'd try, but... like attracts like, y'know? I'm ultimately think i'm rather happy with our semi-isolated style of Quakerism and don't like the idea that we may not have the right idea. nice blog btw - food for thought. if i'd gone we could have heckled :P. (10/25/05)

Thomas: I was just thinking about the idea of having exchanges with other countries. While, the idea of enrichment sounds great (riches are always nice) I know that I would find it rather hard to embrace the viewpoints of an evangelical Quaker... I mean, i'd try, but... like attracts like, y'know? I'm ultimately think i'm rather happy with our semi-isolated style of Quakerism and don't like the idea that we may not have the right idea. nice blog btw - food for thought. if i'd gone we could have heckled :P. (10/25/05)

thomas: ...sorry... this interweb is confuzlling... haha. (10/25/05)

Leith: Thomas - you rock! The first comment to my blog . . . wow :0) May there be many more (and each more wonderful than the last . . . !) (10/26/05)

Leith: Oh . . . and on a more serious note . . . it's a really good point. To be honest, in my heart of hearts I'm pretty attached to my idea of Quakerism . . .

. . . and it would be kind of a pity if the uniqueness of NZ Friend-ly-ness got squashed because it is a minority . . . so maybe it's good to be a little isolated. Great comment . . . I'm gonna think some more . . . (10/26/05)

Leith: I'm really sorry guys, but part of my report seems to have been eaten by the blog editor! I will re-post my report above so that it is still available to read . . . so have a look elsewhere on the blog if you want to know how it ends :0) (11/02/05)

ria: hey leithy, ill comment but im afraid i cant think of anything provoking to say.. (= i guess iv heard this all before in person already so it isnt inspiring anything new.. ul just hav to post some more controversial things and ill wait till i read something i disagree with or that moves me to speak.. at least thomas and julian are holding up the side - interesting comments guys (= luv, ria. (11/05/05)